.Tuesday, September 1, 2009@8:22 PM.
Hahaz back to blogging ^^ so long never post anything le , anyways so much has happend since the last post , lots of depressing stuff but as usual , the mask is still on people. Dun worry i won't let u guys worry , i would do what i usually do , suffer in slience ^^. Dun really know what to say ( actually most of the stuff i cannot say... ) but to summarize , cliche is broken and there is nothing i can do... yesterday i have fun meeting my pri sch friends ^^ they were the best and i missed them so much...At least they were real ppl and not fake like the people i'm dealing with now WHO is fake with each other IN DIFFERENT WAYS , mostly not bad but some fakers really hurt my feelings when i found out the truth. Haiz.... Anyways back to my pri sch friends , it's nice to see that they are still in contact with one another which is something i'm sure most of my current classmates won't do.The most shocking thing i found out yesterday was that my pri sch friend , Cheong Lee , was going through the same thing i went through previously , it was kinda depressing when he told me because so many emotions that i thought was long gone , came back and i became emo with Cheong Lee. Hope he cheer up soon. Hmm... nothing much to say unless i talk about the current situation with the cliche which i will talk about but not in details because i'm not allow to do that , let see.... what let to the downfall of the cliche.....Hmmm.... i guess it started with Dion ignoring Pei Ying for something i cannot say.... and then Fion got very close with Dion and Hui Wen.... soon Fion & Dion stop talking to Pei Ying.... Then something happen between Yuan Chang & Wei Kiat....After that Pei Ying begin to talk less with Wei Kiat and more with Yuan Chang.... Then they told me everything... Then now Pei Ying is ignoring both Yuan Chang & Wei Kiat.... and i'm stuck as the middle man between all the conflicts which sucks, someone kill me now.... Dunno la i dun want to care anymore... i've got too much on my mind now ( Thanks to Cheong Lee who i dun blame ! )... Anyways... i want to focus on O levels now , if that means not talking to anyone then i will do it... i can't let myself lose focus , we are so close to the end and i won't be satisfied without full A1's so as of now , dun tell me any secrets , dun talk to me about any problems , dun come to me when u are feeling sad , just let me be the quiet and nerdy kid that i will try to become... Lastly i just want to point out that i find that hanging out with my pri sch friends is more worth while than hanging out with my sec sch friends because i dun have to deal with other people's drama
