.Thursday, November 19, 2009@10:56 PM.
Is it just me or does the world feel empty now? I mean before the O level, we were all preparing for that day and we all know eventually it will come and we will have to face it. But on the day of the first paper, it didn't feel real to me... it felt like i'm dreaming because i never thought that the actual day would arrived. That day when i woke up, i was like " It's finally here...". i literally have to pinch myself to realise that it wasn't a dream and everything that i have been working for ends today. It was a scary thought... Then after the O levels, it still didn't felt real to me. The moment that the last paper ended i was like, " Hmph... It's over? ". After that a few days, it finally hit me " it's over " and i no longer have to study for my O levels... Then suddenly, i felt empty, like something was gone and i can't explain it. I guess i never thought that the day would come when i dun have to study for my O levels. It's such a weird feeling... when u are preparing for something, u hate it and u want it to be over ASAP but when it's over, suddenly the pressure has been lifted and u feel lighter and a sense of emptiness hits u... Hahaz... now i wonder if the friendships made during my secondary school years will endured the test of time... hopefully it will but with all the things that happen this year... i highly doubt it but all u can do is hope for the best and be optimistic about the future.... ^^
Labels: Emptiness
