.Wednesday, December 30, 2009@9:11 PM.
Ok first of all, the last confession was an overwhelming success, i got all the reactions that i expected. So i decided to do confessions from now on, as long as i have a topic on mind and i promised that everything is true and there's no bulls**** here. Ok, for today's topic, it will be something that i heard recently ( no name would be mention like the last post ). So i heard recently from a little birdie ( well a tall and skinny one ) that a certain someone wants to reconcile.... Now when i heard this initally, i was shocked ( yup , I KNOW. SHOCKING ) but i recover in like 2 seconds and continue on with my life because let me tell u, with literally a year of experience with them , i learned not to expect anything from them because it always turn out to be a half-assed attempt and to go through all that again, i would rather die ( Literally )and u want to know why it will never work ? because all the players involve are not willing to change for the sake of the cliche ( Yes i mean everyone including me ) so no matter how many times we try , it will never worked right. Do i miss the old times? , Yes. but do i think we will ever get back together? No. I will not demoralised anyone from the cliche because i respect them enough to demoralise them. but i will say that all of us have our own character and i love the times we were together but we must also understand that no matter how hard we try, we are who we are and nothing could ever change that. no matter how hard we try to cover it up so it will never worked out right therefore i have already washed my hands away from the situation. And if your wondering why i dun give it another chance? It's because i used to put in too much of my time and effort to try and salvage our relationship, i was literally one of the last few people in the cliche that was trying to hold on to boat as it was sinking fast. And after the last fight ( yes. there were plenty of them before the public one ), i have given up, it was just a hopeless battle. So in conclusion, i like to ask anyone from the cliche that wants to get back together, " Why bother? I'm perfectly fine with the way things are now. i dun want to go back to miserable, i dun want to go back to being the middle man when we fight, i dun want to be the mediator anymore. "
Till next time XOXO
The Tired One
