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Confession 2

2009-12-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

Ok first of all, the last confession was an overwhelming success, i got all the reactions that i expected. So i decided to do confessions from now on, as long as i have a topic on mind and i promised that everything is true and there's no bulls**** here. Ok, for today's topic, it will be something that i heard recently ( no name would be mention like the last post ). So i heard recently from a little birdie ( well a tall and skinny one ) that a certain someone wants to reconcile.... Now when i heard this initally, i was shocked ( yup , I KNOW. SHOCKING ) but i recover in like 2 seconds and continue on with my life because let me tell u, with literally a year of experience with them , i learned not to expect anything from them because it always turn out to be a half-assed attempt and to go through all that again, i would rather die ( Literally )and u want to know why it will never work ? because all the players involve are not willing to change for the sake of the cliche ( Yes i mean everyone including me ) so no matter how many times we try , it will never worked right. Do i miss the old times? , Yes. but do i think we will ever get back together? No. I will not demoralised anyone from the cliche because i respect them enough to demoralise them. but i will say that all of us have our own character and i love the times we were together but we must also understand that no matter how hard we try, we are who we are and nothing could ever change that. no matter how hard we try to cover it up so it will never worked out right therefore i have already washed my hands away from the situation. And if your wondering why i dun give it another chance? It's because i used to put in too much of my time and effort to try and salvage our relationship, i was literally one of the last few people in the cliche that was trying to hold on to boat as it was sinking fast. And after the last fight ( yes. there were plenty of them before the public one ), i have given up, it was just a hopeless battle. So in conclusion, i like to ask anyone from the cliche that wants to get back together, " Why bother? I'm perfectly fine with the way things are now. i dun want to go back to miserable, i dun want to go back to being the middle man when we fight, i dun want to be the mediator anymore. "

Till next time XOXO
The Tired One

Confession..... I KNOW SHOCKING

2009-12-28T02:30:00.002+08:00

*************WARNING***************
if your gonna read this, read all of it, otherwise **** off
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ok i know it's shocking but i'm gonna confessed to something in this post....... I KNOW. SHOCKING but it had to be done and i dun want to go into a new year lying to ppl. ok, recently i been to an outing done by someone i know and i met this girl who i was shocked to see ( honestly ). During the outing, i talked with her for a bit and kind of find out that there was more to her than i have initally expected, which i find shocking ( yes. i'm gonna use the word " shocking " a lot in this post ). she was quite fun to talk to and i actually liked talking to her ( yesyes, shocked. LoLz hahaz ) so after the outing, i was able to talk to her on msn ( she added me lolz ) and we chatted for the next few days ( I KNOW. SHOCKING ). then came another outing, where i was allowed to bring someone ( i treaten the organiser by saying i want to bring someone if not i'm not going ) so i sat at home thinking " who should i bring? hmm.... " when she msn-ed me so i thought "hmm.. i could ask her" and i did ( I KNOW. SHOCKING!! ). and she said yes ( I KNOW. EVEN MORE SHOCKING!!! ). Then i was asked by someone if i am interested in her ( if your reading. "Thanks" for telling Your Best friend and your Girlfriend about it -.-" but i dun blame/hate u because i do that to u sometime soooooooooooo it's okkkkkkk ^.^ ). anyways i replyed yes ( for some reason that i dunno why, i didn't lie? ) but of course i didn't tell her because i was just getting to know her and it might just be my curiosity in her that made me find her interesting. anyways during the outing, she came and we talked more ( BTW if your reading, i "LOVE" that u dun even hide the fact that u know that i am interested in her , hahaz ) and i was getting more interested in knowing her on a personal level so i actually wanted to walk her home , hoping to get some alone time with her but as usual someone joined me in walking her home and i'm hitting myself in the head because what i did when i was gonna suggest to her that i can walk her home was what made him joined us. The situation then was like this, i was asking her where she live and she was telling me that she lived very close to where we are at and in my mind i was like " YES " then i said "isn't it dangerous to walk home alone at this time?" to which she replies " ya but i'm used to it. " and in my mind i was like "SWEEEEEETTTTTTTT~~~" then i did the stupidest thing ( because i thought if i just said " i could send u home if u want " would scare her off ), i said to her " well u could ask anyone here to bring u home " and i swear that she was about reply something before someone else who was sitting at the same table wif us said " what did u say? " and i did the second most stupidest thing by repeating my statement ( thinking that he would not agree to it, I KNOW. I'm Stupid ) then he said " well , i could do that, i got no curfew. " and in my head i was like " ***************************************************************************, why the **** did i say that? ". In the end, we both walked her home and i think my plan backfired in 2 ways, 1. i didn't get alone time. 2. i think she was scared of me after that. So as i was walking home, i was thinking " **** it, i screwed up my chance " and i swear to god after that incident , i have given up on any hopes of chasing her. After that incident, i just treated her like a normal friend. anyways now i just treat her as a normal friend because i dun think she will be interested in me anyways and because i think she's interested in someone else so i given up and no I'M NOT HEARTBROKEN because it never did start in the first place. Soooooooooo, dun tell me " I'm so sorry for your loss " or " there will another one " because i dun nid it. So. to everyone who has been questioning about it, here's my answer to u and i swear to god that everything i wrote is true and if i mention about u in this post, i dun blame or hate u and if your that girl i mentioning about, dun worry i treat u like a normal friend now.

soooooooo i hope this confession helps answer all your question. If u feel offended or u got any questions. Msn-ed or sms me, i will answer all of your question.

till next time, XOXO
The Retarded One

New Skin

2009-12-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

Hahaz new skin picked by ian chow so if u dun like.... complain to him hahaz XD. been busy recently.... work work WORKING!!! at my mum store and Black canyon coffee. so hardly got time to post.

QUICK UPDATE:
SINGLE
CHANGE HAIR STYLE
WANTS TO FIND ANOTHER JOB
WANTS TO GO OUT WITH CO-WORKERS TO LING PING'S B-DAY PARTY
GYMMING ON SPARE TIME
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS FRENCH
WANTS TO LEARN ROLLER BLADING

hahaz XD a full page of posting cut down to 8 sentences XDXD. Details will be done on a later time

Emptiness

2009-11-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

Is it just me or does the world feel empty now? I mean before the O level, we were all preparing for that day and we all know eventually it will come and we will have to face it. But on the day of the first paper, it didn't feel real to me... it felt like i'm dreaming because i never thought that the actual day would arrived. That day when i woke up, i was like " It's finally here...". i literally have to pinch myself to realise that it wasn't a dream and everything that i have been working for ends today. It was a scary thought... Then after the O levels, it still didn't felt real to me. The moment that the last paper ended i was like, " Hmph... It's over? ". After that a few days, it finally hit me " it's over " and i no longer have to study for my O levels... Then suddenly, i felt empty, like something was gone and i can't explain it. I guess i never thought that the day would come when i dun have to study for my O levels. It's such a weird feeling... when u are preparing for something, u hate it and u want it to be over ASAP but when it's over, suddenly the pressure has been lifted and u feel lighter and a sense of emptiness hits u... Hahaz... now i wonder if the friendships made during my secondary school years will endured the test of time... hopefully it will but with all the things that happen this year... i highly doubt it but all u can do is hope for the best and be optimistic about the future.... ^^

work work WORKING

2009-11-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

hahaz been working the past 2 days at my mum store. hell sia, some of the customers are damn rude la and i still have to smile to damn. but on the bright side, there got a lot of cute girls, dunno why? hahaz. and they keep giggling when they see me lolz. Did i forget to zip my pants or something? which is impossible because my pants dun have zips lol. dunno la but i finding another job tml , hopefully i get it XD because the pay is damn good! Dunno lol but going interview alone very scary sia, not even sure if ian going wif me anot lol >.<" dunno la hope for the best :D . hahaz super tired!!! worked so hard for the past 2 days. Tml like a break for me sia XD. will write what happens tml for now i'm signing off. Tata.

XOXO

After the O levels

2009-11-15T01:19:00.003+08:00

It's OVER. The overly hyped O levels!!! It was not as bad as all of us thought it would be. It was fairly easy, hope i can get good grades XD. Anyways, it's after the o level and i'm hoping to get a job, other then working at my mum's place. I found this awesome job offering that i REALLY wanted to get, first i have to convince my mum. The pay is $1400-$4800 a month!!! LIKE OMG!!! i really really want that job so i got to convince my mum now which is probably the hardest part. Once i convince my mum, it would most likely be easier because my mum doesn't want me to work until i'm like 23? LOL. Anyways it feels weird after the O levels, it's like something is gone in my life which i dun understand why? hahaz but whatever i'm PARTYING like mad now. Seriously i think what my siblings said about me is true, i will be a clubber once i reached 18 hahaz XD so anyone who wants to go clubbing after we are all 18.... call me!!! XDXD. Currently, i'm in love with the singer called PIXIE LOTT, seriously her songs are addictive and she's HOT like OMG. hahaz.. and i like russian roulette by RIHANNA. i'm also planning on taking a lot of photos during the holidays, trying to improve on my photography... been taking a lot of background shots but i really want to try doing a real photoshoot, i want to do a beauty shoot which is like a face shoot. wif angelic makeup and white background.... the only thing is... I DUN HAV A MODEL!!!! Like this is crap... i already have the idea and concept but i dun have a model T.T. Haiz... no choice.. i guess i will have to work with what i got and take a good artsy shoot with random object that i can find... LOOKING FOR MODELS, NO PAY and TAKES OUT A PORTION OF YOUR TIME BUT U GET TO HAVE FUN!!!! LOLZ!!! hahaz... looking forward to the holidays because my mum promised me i get at least 2 overseas trip this time round and i really want to go to AUSTRALIA. It's such a beautiful country with amazing landmark and culture plus there are lots of beautiful people there LOL. i wonder how this holidays is gonna end up, i got so much time on my hands... i most certainly not gonna waste it, who knows? maybe i will find myself a lover? LOL hahaz but i am certain that i will be going out a lot. Hahaz... wow i'm like writing a lot on this post... which i think will pleased a lot of u since i'm like not consistant with my post so be glad that i'm writing!!! LOL i know i said that i'm not gonna speak about the drama anymore but i just want to say that i'm excited to see what's gonna happen during the holidays... would new relationships form? or would they just leave it as a mystery which will never be answer? ahh... the age-old question " should i or should i not? ". It would be entertaining to see what u picked *wink*wink* , remember... i will be watching ^^. i hate to say it but it's true, in the current situation... i know what u know and i know what u dun know. so it sucks that i can't say much about the situation but at the same time, knowing all this things gives me an advantage because i can prepare myself to comfort anyone who got injured through this process so u can say that i'm stocking up on first aid kits for the coming battle. Playing back World Of Warcraft... anyone playing inform me plz ^^ so can play together. The more the merrier. Lalala... i typed so much that i'm beginning to feel like my mum, i feel like i'm nagging instead of writing lolz but in some ways i feel more liberated because i get to release all my hyper-ness but i think i should stop here before my blog gets flooded with this post!!! hahaz ok i'm signing off now, here's hoping that everyone has a great holiday

sick AGAIN

2009-09-30T01:26:00.002+08:00

curse me for having a weak stomach! not getting any better , thanks to all the drama ( spending too much time thinking ). i will stick to my word and not about anything that is going on in class but it's getting really ridiculous, apparently they really dun know me, like WOW after 2 years but W/E. Got crappy result for prelim so i'm kinda glad i got this break to study harder but it's hard to focus when the result keeps popping into your head , hahaz but TY pei ying for informing me about my results. i know what i need to work on... time management because i didn't finish my maths or science paper which kinda explain my crappy result....wait... I'M GIVING EXCUSES!!!! NONONO!!! i need to go study more... starting with chem ^.^ which i LOVE (trying to convince myself...work with me ^.^) i shall study after vomitting which i'm gonna do now.... till next time ^.^

muscle ache!!!

2009-09-10T22:18:00.003+08:00

Hahaz XD muscle aching , now my arm cannot be straighten , ye sheng says it will last for 3 days T.T . Hahaz this is what happens when you push your body over your limit XD , 3 days of muscle ache!!! Anyways , yesterday when to gym for 2 hours , longest session ever!!! Hahaz , went with ye sheng & joel. so much fun & we met someone at the gym who actually went to a gym and did nothing!!! OMG! He went in there walk around , texting people , talking to me & ye sheng & stalking ye sheng as ye sheng attempts the lifting the big weight!! Hahaz but i dun want bad mouth people in my blog so i won't say his name. but i will give u guys a hint , his the F.A.T guy , hahaz or at least ye sheng say people are calling him that. :O , if u are reading , i'm not insulting u ^^ just saying what i feel ^.^

Last post regrading all the fake , backstabbing people of 4E6

2009-09-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

-Being friendly sucks because u let ppl step all over u
-Being nice sucks because u let ppl take advantage of u
-Being retarded just to entertain your "friends" is not worth your time because all they care about is themselves
-Being childish so that u can entertain your "friends" is not worth it because they just think your gay
-Showing concern when your "friends" are in a situation is not worth it because they are just using u , when it's your turn , they won't care because all they care about is themselves

To clarify,
"friends" = to all the fake , backstabbing people that was my misfortune to know.

Every time i say i won't care , i end up caring again but that's because i thought everything could be fixed , not anymore , everything is shattered & i'm the only one who is trying to fix all the pieces but i'm tired and i dun want to do this anymore so i give up. For real this time , i will keep those friendship which i think is worth keeping , the others i will break. In the end , when i come back next ,i dun think it will be for anyone that i know in express , if i were to come back , it will be for my friends in NA and lower sec. People in express are just too fake for me , well at least some of them are. This will be my last post on this matter so i want to say that enjoy stabbing each other in the back , i won't care anymore and if u want to say anything about me , be my guest , see if i care because u guys are not worth my time anymore. Your 15 mins are up.From now on , i will only talk to the people who i feel i can trust or those who are true to me.

PS. i won't act anymore.

...

2009-09-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

haiz... dun even know why i'm doing this but the whole thing has blown out of proportion , normally. i won't care that much but when all the conflict causes a girl to cry , i feel like i need to step in , dun like to see ANY girl crying. Seriously though , i feel that u ( u know who u are ) shouldn't let someone's opinion of u to affect u and causing u to make decision out of pure anger. Haiz... u may say that u are not angry and that she deserved it but in my opinion , if she can cause u do such a thing... that means she did hit a nerve. I think what i'm trying to say , is that i dun think this needs to be such a big deal and that u should be the bigger person. Forgive & Forget. Plus , i dun think 1 stupid comment on u matters , so what if someone says somethings about u ? As long as u know it's not true , let them say what they want to say , screw them. Haiz... Lastly , i hope u dun take this post as my way of critising u because i'm not , i just feel that one stupid comment , should not cause all this drama? Seriously , you're better than that.

Nobody's Home

2009-09-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way? She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place, yeah

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside

Back to blogging

2009-09-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaz back to blogging ^^ so long never post anything le , anyways so much has happend since the last post , lots of depressing stuff but as usual , the mask is still on people. Dun worry i won't let u guys worry , i would do what i usually do , suffer in slience ^^. Dun really know what to say ( actually most of the stuff i cannot say... ) but to summarize , cliche is broken and there is nothing i can do... yesterday i have fun meeting my pri sch friends ^^ they were the best and i missed them so much...At least they were real ppl and not fake like the people i'm dealing with now WHO is fake with each other IN DIFFERENT WAYS , mostly not bad but some fakers really hurt my feelings when i found out the truth. Haiz.... Anyways back to my pri sch friends , it's nice to see that they are still in contact with one another which is something i'm sure most of my current classmates won't do.The most shocking thing i found out yesterday was that my pri sch friend , Cheong Lee , was going through the same thing i went through previously , it was kinda depressing when he told me because so many emotions that i thought was long gone , came back and i became emo with Cheong Lee. Hope he cheer up soon. Hmm... nothing much to say unless i talk about the current situation with the cliche which i will talk about but not in details because i'm not allow to do that , let see.... what let to the downfall of the cliche.....Hmmm.... i guess it started with Dion ignoring Pei Ying for something i cannot say.... and then Fion got very close with Dion and Hui Wen.... soon Fion & Dion stop talking to Pei Ying.... Then something happen between Yuan Chang & Wei Kiat....After that Pei Ying begin to talk less with Wei Kiat and more with Yuan Chang.... Then they told me everything... Then now Pei Ying is ignoring both Yuan Chang & Wei Kiat.... and i'm stuck as the middle man between all the conflicts which sucks, someone kill me now.... Dunno la i dun want to care anymore... i've got too much on my mind now ( Thanks to Cheong Lee who i dun blame ! )... Anyways... i want to focus on O levels now , if that means not talking to anyone then i will do it... i can't let myself lose focus , we are so close to the end and i won't be satisfied without full A1's so as of now , dun tell me any secrets , dun talk to me about any problems , dun come to me when u are feeling sad , just let me be the quiet and nerdy kid that i will try to become... Lastly i just want to point out that i find that hanging out with my pri sch friends is more worth while than hanging out with my sec sch friends because i dun have to deal with other people's drama

No more cliches?

2009-05-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

OMG THE IMPOSSIBLE HAPPENED !!!! OUR CLASS FINALLY HAS NO CLICHES!!! hahaz... everyone is talking to everyone beside a few ppl.... for good reasons :X:X:X:X hahaz other than that everyone has been getting along with everyone , last year i dun even talk much to xin ying and leon , now i am asking them to go with me and my friends to play and study ^.^ This is a nice thing , finally i feel like the class is bonding which is awesome since this is my final class in FHSS and i love each of them in their own specific ways ( yes. everyone ) Looking for the class outing ^.^ and the class tee!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO ^.^

PS: i still hate u and i dun trust u but i have to deal with u till graduation dun care what u treat me as , to me u are just my cca member and nothing else , i know my priorites and if it means i have to work with u i will , i may not like it but it's my job

LOLOLOLOLOL

2009-05-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

hahaz SO FUNNY i just realised my sch pants is 5 sizes bigger than me!!! LOLOLOLOL hahaz i can put it up to my ribcage LOLOLOL hahaz i'm suprised it didn't drop LOLOLOL

Pissed off PLUS extra update

2009-05-02T22:25:00.004+08:00

Pissed off with someone now... for good reasons...ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

In other news, In mahjong craze right now!!! anyone wants to play mahjong? LOL hahaz i know i'm supposed to study right now but i'm hooked on mahjong LOL.Went to Je library today with wei kiat fion dion but it felt like i went with wei kiat only LOL hahaz because fion and dion was running everywhere so ended with me and wei kiat spending the whole afternoon in the library but i still have a lot of fun hahaz then me and wei kiat went to lan play left 4 dead awhile,i realise even after 2 months of not playing left 4 dead i was not rusty ^^, anyone want go lan? LOL hahaz i booking my june holiday schedule now so far i'm looking forward to the june chalet mostly because of MAHJONG!!!! :P LOL hahaz, oh ya still a DK fan for live even though they broke up recently :(

PS: u want to know who pissed me off? pm me

Living by a new rule from now on

2009-04-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

Had a Crappy day , seen a lot Bullshit today

so now i'm living by a new rule now : i dun talk to u unless u talk to me and unless i got questions i won't talk to u

Hahaz y am i living by this rule? because seen a lot of things today that pissed me off

i dun mind saying because it's my blog and is how i feel , take it whatever way u want.

I really dun know where i stand with my friends anymore and i'm tired of trying to be nice to everyone of them. Since i dun receive the same thing back so y bother?

I really miss my old class and my friends , they are SO MUCH BETTER than my current friends. at least they dun have mood swings and they understand that I'M HUMAN and i got emotions even when it's a year later they still keep in contact with me and we still hang out

I dun want to be someone u that u can vent yr anger on anymore i'm tired, dun want to hear who is pissing u off , dun want hear y u are angry with someone NO! enough is enough since u guys dun listen to me , y should i listen to u?

even if i decided to stop talking to u all , i'm sure it won't be a problem for u guys , u can find someone else to take my place since i only know u guys for a year , i'm sure it won't be hard to find someone else.

I'm at a point where i dun really care what u guys think of me anymore , i rather spend all my energy on friends that care for me and treat me like a HUMAN and not someone who u can vent yr anger on.

Really hope u guys see this and like i said u take it in whatever way u want to , i dun care if u still want to be friends i would galdly be yr friend , if u dun then go suck on an egg.

DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA

2009-04-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! Hahaz everyone around me is invovled in DRAMA!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Hahaz i think if this past few weeks were a TV show IT WOULD BE ONE OF THE HIGHEST RATING SHOWS IN SINGAPORE HISTORY!!!!!! Where to start? Hmmm..............................

- Going for brain scan soon.... 21st May if u still dunno why pm me
- Fion slapped Andy :O OMG if u want to know why ask her permission first then pm me
- Bryan got REJECTED by someone :O ( not shocking :X:X:X ) hahaz want to know who ask him for permission first then pm me
- SYF WOOOOOOOOOO HeHe... Got GOLD ^^
- Bryan told me something invoving Andy :O ( sorry this one cannot tell promised bryan le )
- The on-going saga between Yuan Chang & Pei Ying :O ( Confidental )
- Boon & Chye told me how they felt about the Andy & Fion situation OMG SHOCKING
- Fion gave Jia Hui a KICK in the NUTS OMG OMG OMG ( and she said she felt nothing there 0.o )

Hahaz this is all i could remember so far will post more if i remembered and i realised Wacky is not inside that's weird i could have sworn that he is involved in some DRAMA.... hmm.... i shall go think..... DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.......

2009-04-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

Just feel like saying this because i can feel that it's gonna happen eventually.... The group of friends i have ( Fion , Pei Ying , Dion , Yuan Chang , Wei Kiat ) is gonna split up.... as much as we try to fix it.... hide it.... it's just gonna happen soon... and when the time comes..... i will stop talking to all of them.... because i love them individually as my friends.... i won't choose a side.... it's either all or nothing......

Hehe.... My newest Crush... :P

2009-04-03T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hahaz.... i really really like this girl... Her eyes are HUGE and i love that....She's so adorable.... Hehe....

Taking on a challenge ^^

2009-03-28T17:51:00.002+08:00

MY NAME IS XIAN YANG
I'M WHATEVER AGE U WANT ME TO BE
ME AND MY RETAREDNESS CAN DRIVE U CRAZY ALL BY OURSELF
THESE OTHER SKANKS , THEY DUN KNOW WHAT'S IT LIKE
ME? I BEGAN RETARDING THE DAY I CAME OUT OF MY MUM'S V*****

HAHAZ FION TOP THAT !!! U AIN'T GONNA WIN !!! EDITED EDITED VERSION

hahaz btw will post soon

QUIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ and CT result

2009-03-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

Lets101 - free online dating

Hahaz i was bored!!!! anyways my results for CT are all B's and C's aside from my SS ( got A2 ^^ ) and chinese ( F9 T.T )

Horoscope Result

2009-03-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes

Confused @,@

2009-03-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

SOooooooooooooooooooo confused with my feelings right now BOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not the best time to be confused since it's COMMON TEST PERIOD OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

Happy Valentines Day!!!!

2009-02-14T17:16:00.003+08:00

WOOOOO!!!!!! Valentines day is here!!!!! It's the most special holiday throughout the year because it is romantic for couples but it is depressing for singles hahaz , it's true!!! for all the couple out there remember to do something romantic for your other half but for all the singles ( like ME ) now is THE BEST time to go eat some chocolate ice cream , it will make u feel better trust me ^^

Am i a bad person???

2009-02-05T21:18:00.003+08:00

Today i FINALLY have time to rest at home WOOO!!!!!! which is all good untill i started thinking about the way i treat people , it seems like no matter how i treat a person i still think i could be treating them better. Haiz..... also dun know why i started to ask myself that question? maybe it's because of what bryan told me before i went home yesterday haiz.......... anyways here is some photos for u guys to see before my next post

Posting again

2009-01-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hahaz posting again....... can't think of a reason y i didn't post earlier ? Hmm.............. i guess i am LAZY and BUSY ( sort of ) nothing to post so let's post random S***

will post again soon............... i think...............

week in review

2008-12-28T21:30:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! haven't updated this blog for a week (excluding the christmas one that one had to be done) so time to update it with a review of my week ^^!!!
monday: went to lan with bryan joel yuan chang and his brothers played battlefield 2 which was a bit unfair because it was me and bryan vs the rest but it didn't matter because we won !!!! mainly because we were playing as the US force so we got an advantage.
tuesday: went to christmas party with the people of the tai chang trip WOOOOO!!!!!!!!let's see i didn't bring a present because no one told me i had to T.T so no gift exchange for me BOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! but it was a lot of fun and it was nice seeing them again after a month because usually when the trip ends the group dun meet up like this
wednesday: went to bryan's christmas party/his cousin's birthday with bryan joel yuan chang and his brothers we went there in the afternoon yuan chang haven't reach because he going to christmas service which someone ask him (SHHHH!!!!!) anyway we went to the swimming pool and because yuan chang brothers didn't bring swimming costume so me bryan joel kind of push them down pool (OPPS :P) and then we played wrestling which i WINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! and we played pool catching which is like catching but in water. after we went to the function for the party played poker cards and mahjong ( no money invovled except for the poker games which was only like 10 cents if lost??) then we had the christmas exchange i exchange a $12 gift for a box of $2 chocolates -.-" and now i own yuan chang $12 because i own bryan the money and he own yuan chang the money zzz......
thursday: CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! did nothing on that day!!!!!!!!! which was shocking because i went out on every single day of the week except for christmas :p
friday: went lan with joel jun kai bing hao ming heng morgan which means i went out with the people of 2i7 we played DOTA which i suck at but eventually i get a bit better but still suck then we played rabbit vs sheep which went on FOREVER!!!!!!! i got nearly 11000 kills and the game haven't even ended like WTF but after it was finally over we played CS 2 maps : de-dust2 and assualt for de-dust2 i scored ok but for assualt i was the top killer of that match WOOOOOOOO!!!! about 50 over kills which was awesome because i think CS is the only game i can win them because they are just too strong in those warcraft games.... then played a bit more warcraft games then went home
saturday: went to bryan house at 1st met up with yuan chang and we stayed at bryan house until 12.30 because we meeting wacky 1pm at JP and we were like watching spongebob squarepants bryan keep saying "go already late liao" and we were like ignoring him because we were watching spongebob patrick and sandy fighting a flea infestation and when we finally left the house joel was asking me " is having a flea that bad??? " hahaz u can tell how much we love spongebob then went JP joel bought WOW all three expansion lolz spend about $120 on it ??? then play abit arcade i played Tekken 6 and i ROCK with LiLi! ( challenging anyone to a match if u dare ) then when lan wacky intro us to Left 4 Dead which was fun but only 4 player per game which was sad play for about 2 hours then went to bryan house for dinner because his grandmother ask me to stay for dinner then after that played a bit mahjong with bryan and joel then went home
sunday ( today ) : went lan with wacky joel ( omg i'm visting that lan shop so many time this week ) played left 4 dead for 4 hours which was awesome then went home and now blogging

so that is what i did for the week which was busy busy busy but FUN FUN FUN i love going out anyone wants to go out with me tell me and i will organise something out of nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i will be posting some photos tml because i haven't do it for a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time so GOOD NIGHT people ^^!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2008-12-25T10:38:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's CHRISTMAS so here's wishing u guys a very MERRY CHRISTMAS

have u been naughty or nice??? only santa will know............

Busy Fun Day ^^

2008-12-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

Phew...... today was super fun!!!!!!!!! in the morning went to bryan's house meet up with bryan joel and yuan chang then we go east coast park at first we went there to go to this toy car shop so bryan and yuan chang can buy parts for their RC cars but when we reach there we found out that the shop haven't open yet it only open at 2 -_- so we went to the arcade nearby. yc and bryan were playing maximum tune 3 i was playing Tekken 6 ( anyone wants to challenge me ????? ) then joel came and he challenge me , being more exprience than him i won ^^ but considering that that was his first time he was pretty good at the game , got potential >.< then after that we went to the LAN shop next to the arcade we play Run Kitty Run and Hook War ( i think that's the name ) it was so fun especially Hook war because it was my 1st time playing and we somehow glich the game which was funny hahaz............. after we went to buy the RC car parts and went to eat Subway because yc and bryan bought the car parts we get a discount at Subway so we went in i order my food and when i was about to pay the money bryan said " WAIT WAIT pay together because got discount " so the person started to count the total for all the orders and subtract the discount price then negotiating with yc then my head go @.@ and i was laughing because i was confuse? and the female waiter say " i like u because u keep laughing " then i was like WTF? then she gave us free brownie ^^ which was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaz after that went home shower wear decent clothes go my cousin's wedding.... which was soooooooooooooooooo boring because i was like the only teenager there the rest of them were like 20 , 30 , 40 plus year old so i got no one to talk to T.T but luckily my sis bought psp so i played Tekken 5 the whole night ^^ after awhile i started to notice my parents talking REALLY loudly then i looked up i can see their drunk faces which made me laugh they were REALLY loud at the wedding and were like forcing everyone who walks by to drink alcohol -_-" so now i'm at home and they still drinking............OMG i think i better sleep soon........>.<

Sec 1 registration ' 09

2008-12-19T18:06:00.002+08:00

WOOOO!!! Today i was on duty with kleeve ( junior ) and we were taking photos of the sec 1 registration which was kind of fun. like the moment i saw shurtini for the 1st time in 2 months she goes " omg your hair is too LONG!!!! " hahaz like that was really the first thing she said to me then she was like " omg omg if mr phor see you , not only u are gonna die but i am too " which made me laugh at first but then she took out a scissor and i was like 0.0 luckily she didn't cut my hair off phew........ so i took the camera and walk to the hall at that time it was like 7.30 am i think so i waited waited waited until it's like 8.30 then at that time i was "WTF u ask me to come at 7.30 and the event starts at 8.30?!?!?!?" and then i stop to think for awhile then i remember she is shurtini this is what she do :P then carry on with my duty i was at the front of the stage and then i took pictures of the new sec 1 they look soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much like little itsy bitsy doll they still look like primary 1 i'm sorry but it's the fact :P hahaz after the duty i went to the office talk with shurtini awhile and then i ask shurtini for the second set of photos ( from CHINA ) i found out that mr. teddy bear took 600 plus photos and my thumbdrive can't get all at once T.T but at least i got 500 photos now maybe i will post some of it up later at night :P

Feeling crazy today RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-18T20:19:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! feeling crazy now after playing a little badminton and ya really a little but it was fun!!!!!! i was playing with yuan chang and i forgot to wear contacts today so i basically was playing with no vision today because my spec keep falling and i have to take it out !!!!!!!!!! so i suck today ( no excuse i really did suck today ) but so what i have FUN that's what's it's all about WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after that i went home play around with my camera and then i found out that my camera can take VIDEO ( with no sound ) OMG so i screw around with it making funny faces acting crazy flipping my hair around and i think i hit something but i dun care it was fun it was CRAZYYYYYYY!!!!! hahaz oh ya btw i'm not showing u guys the video :P but u can guess how crazy i went ^^

Argh....

2008-12-17T17:15:00.002+08:00

u know i just realise today that organizing s**** is freaking annoying ya i LOVE to go out with people but i HATE the part where i have to ask u guys out because half of u dun reply to my msg then i have to tell the other person "oh my friend haven't reply so i can't give u an answer yet" i mean i love u guys as friends but a simple " yes or no " would make things so much easier for me AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: venting out my anger now so dun take it personally even though it's true

Fainting?????

2008-12-16T18:38:00.003+08:00

Today i spent my time at home watching Madtv then when i got up to go to the toilet my head started spinning then my vision was blind for 5 seconds b4 i started to regain my vision and the next thing i know i was sitting on the floor instead of standing up yikes.... i told my sis about it then she says it sounded like i was about to faint but thank god i didn't faint it was the most crazy thing i have experience if u dun believe me u should try it :P now i'm feeling a bit better still a bit light headed but ya i hope that it won't continue to be like that....this was something like what i'm seeing during the 5 seconds

but what i'm seeing during that 5 seconds was WAYYYYYYYY more white than this......

Horoscope Result

2008-12-15T19:32:00.001+08:00

so fion send me this e-mail that suppose to tell u what yr personaility is like judging from your horoscope and i got this...........

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want

yikes......

Sad Day????

2008-12-15T18:19:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up in a very bad mood??? i went all emo like hating myself hating life and it SUCKS!!!! Things get worse in the afternoon it's like i was remembering all the past events that hurt me deeply and i really shut myself off my family like in my own world then i had a shower just now and when the water start pouring out i was thinking "Why the F*** am i feeling this way today???" it's like i'm slowly going back to who i was when i was 6 i would shut EVERYONE off i would never allow myself to get close to someone because i'm afraid that they will hurt me or i will hurt them but when i started to dry my hair after the shower i was like "this is not me , this is not what i want to be , i dun want to go back to what i was back then" so now i'm flooding myself with things i love like CHOCOLATES i think i ate half a box of chocolates already yikes i'm just glad i'm going to exercise tml.....^^

Animals

2008-12-14T14:57:00.004+08:00

i seriously LOVE ALL types of animals and i LOVE taking photos of them so today theme is ANIMALS!!!!!!!!

Singapore Youth Coral Concert ' 08

2008-12-13T19:49:00.013+08:00

WOOO!!!!!!! today was fun!!!!! in the morning went to jjc to attend the last day of the jjc module which was sad because the module was FUN and the teacher was funny plus he got a TURTLE!!!! WOOO!!!!! after me and yuan chang when to imm at around 11.30 because we were waiting for wacky to get out of work but before we went to imm we went to chaveron ( dun know how to spell ) to see this huge fish which yuan chang love so much and the fish was like SO COOL it was a BLACK catfish with RED tailfin OMG!!!!! it was the first time i saw a fish like that it was amazing so amazing i forgot to take a pictue of it so people if u going there go take a look at that fish!!!!!! after that yuan chang and i when to imm at first we went to adidas shop to see the jacket that yuan chang wants to buy then we were just acting crazy around imm to past time because we were BORED!!!!!!!!!! we were wasting time until it was like around 1:20 then we go to JEC to meet up with wacky and eat lunch at coffee shop which was FREAKING HOT because i wear long sleeve and jeans i was sweating like a PIG!!! but the chicken rice was quite nice :X after that we met up with pei ying or nonsense if u like to call her that and we went to the victoria concert hall to attend the concert , i taught the concert was going to be boring because i am not the type of person who likes this kind of music but suprisingly i enjoy myself at the concert :X this was what kind of music u can expect.......

ya u would think i would hate this kind of thing but somehow i liked it maybe it was because me and pei ying were playing a game called FIND SHI RUI AND SHERMAINE hahaz we ended up finding them and after the concert we went searching for them and i took this.........

HAHA I DID IT I GOT HER PHOTO :p and.......

HAHA but shi rui let me take photo willingly so it was not as fun as taking shermaine ^^ after that when we were walking home i got the photography craze and took everything and everyone with my camera HAHA and i got this......

MR. yuan chang ( to the left ) and MR. wacky ( to the right ) the two best friends U GOT SNAP HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! and............

MISS. lim pei ying or MISS. nonsense MODEL POSE WOOO!!!!! if u reading this pei ying u can definitly think about modeling if u keep doing this pose ^^ HAHA i'm so evil today :P yup yup this is what i did today and remember people i shoot people so dun kill me :P HEHE................

Poll: pick your choice and something else

2008-12-12T08:01:00.005+08:00

As u all know i been to three trips with the school this year ( japan , china , sarawak ) and i want to tell you guys about them but ONE at a time so tell me people which trip u want me to review first and i will talk about the trips including posting the pictures that i took over there so here are your options

A.japan trip

B.china trip

C.sarawak trip

so vote now to see which one wins!!!i will like to speak about something else in this post too because i got a lot of people calling me in different names so i will like to show u who can call me in what names and u won't get confuse :p

Retareded:Fion , Dion , Pei Ying , Yuan Chang , Wei Kiat , Abel

Kor: jia xin

Brian: my family and my sec 2 classmates

Mummy: this is ONLY for angie , jordan , dulcia , jeremy and valencia from the japan trip the others can't call me this!!!

Sheep/Lamb: bryan and joel because they like to make fun of my name but it's ok i make fun of them too

yup yup that's about it and to Bing Hao i won't accept u calling me papa/pops because u didn't give me a good reason!!!

Fabulous Model Pose

2008-12-11T18:08:00.007+08:00

YAY people miss jia xin my god-sis has taught me how to post photos yay!!!!! because of the photo limit in this thing i will be posting my photos according to themes and 5 pics at a post!!!! Today the theme is Fabulous Model Pose!!!! i know i'm definitly gonna get killed for doing this but I DUN CARE , today's model is MR TEDDY BEAR himself............Tay Bing Hao!!!!

well i only got 4 photos of him in china all with different emotions HAHAZ!!!! u know i dun even care if he kills me for this but this post is for EVERYONE ELSE except him!!!! but....... i did promise to post 5 photos so i need to keep that promise and to show u all who to thank for this post..............

hehe......... dun kill me :p

FINALLY DONE

2008-12-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

finish finish finish with the basic now i just need to know how to post photos!!!! anyone knows? i be a very happy person if u help me. anyways WOOOOOO i bored and if anyone teach me how to post photos i will post my photos ^^

PS: teach me how to post songs too ^^

First post OMG

2008-12-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! IT's the end of the world!!!!!!! I'm finally bored enough to start a blog OMG!!!!!!!!! hahaz yup yup the crazy retarded dude that u come to know and love is really doing this i'm serious ^^!!!! Obviously i dun know anything so i learn from u guys , u guys are my master....... so if u know anything HELP ME!!!!!