.Monday, December 15, 2008@6:19 PM.
Today i woke up in a very bad mood??? i went all emo like hating myself hating life and it SUCKS!!!! Things get worse in the afternoon it's like i was remembering all the past events that hurt me deeply and i really shut myself off my family like in my own world then i had a shower just now and when the water start pouring out i was thinking "Why the F*** am i feeling this way today???" it's like i'm slowly going back to who i was when i was 6 i would shut EVERYONE off i would never allow myself to get close to someone because i'm afraid that they will hurt me or i will hurt them but when i started to dry my hair after the shower i was like "this is not me , this is not what i want to be , i dun want to go back to what i was back then" so now i'm flooding myself with things i love like CHOCOLATES i think i ate half a box of chocolates already yikes i'm just glad i'm going to exercise tml.....^^
Labels: EMO DAY
